I am mad as hell and I am not going to take it anymore.
I express myself often, and it gets me into trouble. I let everyone know my emotions, which always gets me into trouble 😉
I have been to heaven and hell. Life is kinda like that. I feel things very strongly, so that is natural.
I am either loved or hated. There really is no in between with me…
35 years old, have lived all over the place. American that has lived in Canada and the UK, currently living in Arkansas. Yeah, that is weird, Arkansas. But something special brought me here, and I am making the best of it.
I’m a philosopher, a poet, a photographer…my muses are music (Eyehategod, haarp, Rwake, Saint Vitus, Emmure, Born of Osirus, Acacia Strain, Burzum, Ministry, Nirvana, Alice in Chains), WS Burroughs, Nietzsche, Rimbaud, Baudelaire.
I have made mistakes. Hell, I have made a lot of mistakes. Not proud of the things I have done, but they are what they are. I have learned, I have lived, I have loved. I am fortunate, as many have not experienced what I have.
I feel intense pain and joy. It comes very natural to me. I have also, on occasion, felt empty and drained. Goes with the territory.
Have chased ghosts, have seen UFOs, have been involved with conspiracies…the whole nine yards.
I want balance, but that seems impossible with my life path.
Thank you for stopping by. You may opt to judge me, but I ask that you get to know me a bit before doing so.
Heidi-Lore's Musings 
Hi there. Cool intro.
Love the blog…looks awesome and reads even better. 🙂
Nobody belongs in Mississauga, Canada. It’s Scarborough’s pretentious cousin — Maybe somewhere like Creemore, or Town of The Blue Mountains, or a semisecluded Vermont village ; Port Au Prince, Kiev or Chisinau. Anywhere but Messy-saga.
It’s got to be better than Prairie Village, Kansas!
come here to florida.
Florida might be nice…at least the warmth in the winter. Although the last time I visited, it rained nearly every day 😦
..right now…we are getting “some” of Hanna..it is very windy with rain squalls..
Great Blog Heidi, keep up the good work.
Some answers to your concerns might be in the fact the sun has not had a sunspot in over a year. Ice age anyone?
Kommen Sie doch zu mir.
Platz genug gibts, und n Garten wo eine menge angepflanzt werden kann.
Kannst/Koennen fast alles selber wachsen und einmachen oder irgend wie lagern.
Wenn du kinder hast gibts “Treehouse” und Fussball Platz. 1/4 Acer in der Stadt mitte Hamilton.
Ach ja, bevor ich vergiss:
I AM PLE.
Happy Birthday, Heidi!
Have a nice day. Hope to get a chance to chat when you get back to Montreal…
You’re hot.
…angst or what babe, chillll… you need some proper old skool english psychedelic research. The brain is not that dominant. Smoke a puff add a shroom and whoo…. contact me …. you tube ‘cytoplasmicnanobots’
Love John
nice blog Heidi. Take care!
Great to know your soft side 🙂 Best wishes from my side. take care. 🙂
I like the way you think, Heidi. I just watched the Zeitgeist Addendum yesterday… moved all of my money last January, not that it will mean much in the future anyway. There are big changes coming… and yes, I’m as ready as I can be emotionally and spiritualy… how many more can we wake up before it’s too late?
Hi Heidi
Good on you for getting the word out there!
Well, you could always look at moving to New Zealand!! 😉
Blessings!
New Zealand would never take me 😦
You don’t want to leave….
I liked the other picture much better.
Great blog, glad I found this! Thanks!!
You posted my article about National Post smears on us — Toronto Street News.
Thanks. It’s powerful — even if I did write it myself!!
Your birthday is 2 days before my own.
As an astrologer I’d say you are close!
Excellent blog, Heidi. I’m going to use the item about the Mexican illegals suing the Arizona rancher on my STORMFRONT radio show tomorrow night.
I thought Zeitgeist Addendum had too many BIG answers. I think the answers will come from small groups. But I definitely liked the “things you should do now”.
I had some problems with it, I agree with your sentiment. You need to think small for now. The establishment is not ready for radical change yet.
The truth is the most amazing thing! I think anyone who seriously considers themselves a truth seeker is willing to put any subject under the microscopic lens of inquiry. If their we’re more people out there who were “aware” then I think we would have it pretty easy.
Though I sometimes feel like I’m re-arranging furniture on the
Titanic. So I know how you feel.
P.S I guess that would disqualify me from being a “silopsist”
Hey Steve…did you get my email?? 🙂
Just discovered you. Keep it up.
Peace.
Cheer up Heidi,it is just a test
of survivability that I know you will pass.
Try eating wild game. It’ll give you a good boost, without the additives. You don’t have to eat a lot, just become buds with some hunters and fisherman. They’ll dig helping you out. You may have to, anyways.
Hey Heidi, say hi to Sarah.
Sorry if that seems cryptic, if you don’t know what I am talking about then just keep it in mind for later.
Anyway, great blog! I live in a very large city and sometimes it seems that I am the only one that is searching for the truth and looking at the events around us with any sense of clarity. Everybody else gets so distracted! “Ooooh, who is on American Idol tonight?!?!?” sheesh. Anyway, your blog is very encouraging because you ‘get it’.. Good job and keep it up. Do you ever get a chance to check out George Uri’s Urban Survival blog? http://www.urbansurvival.com/blog/
He looks at economic issues a lot but with a great eye on the bigger picture. Hopefully the HTML link I put in here works.
Hey thanks for signing my guestbook and browsing through my blog.
My husband and I are vegetarian too, he actually goes vegan on me for years at a time…I just can’t do it lol.
Glad to see you involved in the “Good Fight”, keep at it!
Take care
Hi,
Your a very interesting girl!
I love your site. Keep it up !
Come and move to the Maritimes. You would love it here!
I know I would!!!!!!
Hello Heidi,
Was wondering if you still have the Alta 1309 part 6??
If so, can you please forward me a copy? I’m extremely interested in knowing if there are any correlations between the ‘Webbot’ project and the Bible.
Thanks in advance
hey
Hey, ….just happened to come across your blog by chance. I love your intro/bio. Hard to find anybody out there who thinks the same in Canada, let alone Toronto. Guess I’m not crazy after all….
Gorgeous photo. Are you married? Handsome English (Dutch/German) bloke here (North York ) needs like minded lady to help spread the Truth with 🙂
Happy Canada Day! (I know you’re not QUITE Canadian, but I am, LOL). 🙂
i think you need to be close to the circles in the fields,and see the strange happenings unfold before your eyes,love and light steve 3~*.
wew,,
yours template same with me… 🙂
Yes, heidilore, it’s very good to have made your acquaintance via the sprawling vastness that is the information super highway this morning. Enjoy HEX Magazine. Lovely blog, this! ~ (•:-)}
the fact that you THINK you are, shows me that my plans are coming along just fine!
Thank You
Intelligent, witty and sexy. Thank god you’re here. 😉
Happy Grandparents Day Heidi!
Happy Birthday! 🙂
Hi, I stumbled upon your site while looking for information about H1N1 in Québec. I am from the Eastern Townships but now live in Belgium (where vaccination for this flu is completely different). I am happy I found your site. I completely relate to you when you write “I see what is happening in the world…it frustrates me. I wonder how we can fix things, live like we used to live, and be in harmony with nature. It is not a simple wish or desire…it needs to happen.” Bravo for getting this site up and for figuring things out. Keep us informed please. Et, pour le français “Lâche pas la patate”, malgré mon nom, c’est ma langue maternel et si j’ai pu apprendre l’anglais et le parler courrament, vous aussi pouvez le faire pour le français.
Thanks again for the site. Be well.
Fetchez la vache!
Hmm, two Heidi’s, could this lead to an eventual “Highlander” scenario? Unless I can bend these two ladies to my wishes or get them to start fighting each other, this could be the start of the unraveling of my master plan. I must somehow keep these two from joining forces!
Happy Friday The 13th! Let’s go camping!
The New World Order plan IS starting to happen now,look out for your loved ones and yourself as they think you are expendable.
Heidelore- love your sharp brain..
Here’s some food for thought. I eat meat every day and I’m the healthiest person I’ve ever met. I haven’t felt I’ll in years. All my vegeterian friends are weak and sickly. Stop kidding yourself.
Here is some “food for thought.” Maybe your way isn’t best for everyone. I don’t instruct you on how to live your life, this is best FOR ME. I am far from weak and sickly, and I would love for you to test that theory on me. Stop kidding yourself.
hi,Heidi!!i know you from FACEBOOK before maybe 1 year!!!now i see your page and i decided to write you!!!!i can’t believe that i find you!!aaahhh,i find some pictures and….i see you!!yes,shit!!!maybe you think this!!but i just write you!!!i sent you in my YAHOO messenger!!!if you want and if you can,write me!!!maybe you’ll see who write you-one bulgarian crazy shit!!!OOOOOOOOk,nice!!bye,bye!!!
Good Job on this site Heidi! I am impressed by what you are presenting. Things are starting to change already.
Keep going with your thinking.
Cheers,
Christina
u r qt
It’s Rainmaking Time!
Keep on keeping on.
Kim Greenhouse
You are one of my favorite people on Twitter. I’m honored to know you and learn from you. Keep at it, I’ve got your back sister!
You are a very bright person!
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WMU
OldGhostWhoWasInCarolina
Did you know — Earthquake Planet Uranus entered the cardinal warrior sign of Aries as the earthquake/tsunami happened.
Uranus at 0 degrees, 0 minutes of Aries.
The NWO refer to astrologers to time untoward events. HAARP people did this — HAARP was very active.
I predicted this myself as an astrologer — written 4 or 5 years ago — when Pluto enters Capricorn it will bring down the biggest corporations and entities on earth — including banks.
When Jupiter and Uranus enter Aries they will bring forth total rebellion.
But who listens to real astrology?
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