I am mad as hell and I am not going to take it anymore.

I express myself often, and it gets me into trouble. I let everyone know my emotions, which always gets me into trouble 😉

I have been to heaven and hell. Life is kinda like that. I feel things very strongly, so that is natural.

I am either loved or hated. There really is no in between with me…

35 years old, have lived all over the place. American that has lived in Canada and the UK, currently living in Arkansas. Yeah, that is weird, Arkansas. But something special brought me here, and I am making the best of it.

I’m a philosopher, a poet, a photographer…my muses are music (Eyehategod, haarp, Rwake, Saint Vitus, Emmure, Born of Osirus, Acacia Strain, Burzum, Ministry, Nirvana, Alice in Chains), WS Burroughs, Nietzsche, Rimbaud, Baudelaire.

I have made mistakes. Hell, I have made a lot of mistakes. Not proud of the things I have done, but they are what they are. I have learned, I have lived, I have loved. I am fortunate, as many have not experienced what I have.

I feel intense pain and joy. It comes very natural to me. I have also, on occasion, felt empty and drained. Goes with the territory.

Have chased ghosts, have seen UFOs, have been involved with conspiracies…the whole nine yards.

I want balance, but that seems impossible with my life path.

Thank you for stopping by. You may opt to judge me, but I ask that you get to know me a bit before doing so.

62 thoughts on “About

  1. veronicaromm says:

    Hi there. Cool intro.

  2. Love the blog…looks awesome and reads even better. 🙂

  3. Scott says:

    Nobody belongs in Mississauga, Canada. It’s Scarborough’s pretentious cousin — Maybe somewhere like Creemore, or Town of The Blue Mountains, or a semisecluded Vermont village ; Port Au Prince, Kiev or Chisinau. Anywhere but Messy-saga.

  4. Greg Smith says:

    It’s got to be better than Prairie Village, Kansas!

  5. steve says:

    come here to florida.

  6. Florida might be nice…at least the warmth in the winter. Although the last time I visited, it rained nearly every day 😦

  7. steve says:

    ..right now…we are getting “some” of Hanna..it is very windy with rain squalls..

  8. John says:

    Great Blog Heidi, keep up the good work.

    Some answers to your concerns might be in the fact the sun has not had a sunspot in over a year. Ice age anyone?

  9. roy albrecht says:

    Kommen Sie doch zu mir.

    Platz genug gibts, und n Garten wo eine menge angepflanzt werden kann.

    Kannst/Koennen fast alles selber wachsen und einmachen oder irgend wie lagern.

    Wenn du kinder hast gibts “Treehouse” und Fussball Platz. 1/4 Acer in der Stadt mitte Hamilton.

  10. roy albrecht says:

    Ach ja, bevor ich vergiss:

    I AM PLE.

  11. Wayne says:

    Happy Birthday, Heidi!

    Have a nice day. Hope to get a chance to chat when you get back to Montreal…

  12. jj says:

    …angst or what babe, chillll… you need some proper old skool english psychedelic research. The brain is not that dominant. Smoke a puff add a shroom and whoo…. contact me …. you tube ‘cytoplasmicnanobots’
    Love John

  13. Pagan says:

    nice blog Heidi. Take care!

  14. dinesh1201 says:

    Great to know your soft side 🙂 Best wishes from my side. take care. 🙂

  15. Michael says:

    I like the way you think, Heidi. I just watched the Zeitgeist Addendum yesterday… moved all of my money last January, not that it will mean much in the future anyway. There are big changes coming… and yes, I’m as ready as I can be emotionally and spiritualy… how many more can we wake up before it’s too late?

  16. Barron says:

    Hi Heidi

    Good on you for getting the word out there!
    Well, you could always look at moving to New Zealand!! 😉


  17. The Elf says:

    You don’t want to leave….

  18. Ignatious says:

    I liked the other picture much better.

  19. Great blog, glad I found this! Thanks!!

  20. You posted my article about National Post smears on us — Toronto Street News.

    Thanks. It’s powerful — even if I did write it myself!!

    Your birthday is 2 days before my own.

    As an astrologer I’d say you are close!

  21. Paul Fromm says:

    Excellent blog, Heidi. I’m going to use the item about the Mexican illegals suing the Arizona rancher on my STORMFRONT radio show tomorrow night.

  22. Mr. Ken says:

    I thought Zeitgeist Addendum had too many BIG answers. I think the answers will come from small groups. But I definitely liked the “things you should do now”.

  23. steve says:

    The truth is the most amazing thing! I think anyone who seriously considers themselves a truth seeker is willing to put any subject under the microscopic lens of inquiry. If their we’re more people out there who were “aware” then I think we would have it pretty easy.

    Though I sometimes feel like I’m re-arranging furniture on the
    Titanic. So I know how you feel.

    P.S I guess that would disqualify me from being a “silopsist”

  24. cadeveo says:

    Just discovered you. Keep it up.


  25. View Voyeur says:

    Cheer up Heidi,it is just a test
    of survivability that I know you will pass.

  26. incogman says:

    Try eating wild game. It’ll give you a good boost, without the additives. You don’t have to eat a lot, just become buds with some hunters and fisherman. They’ll dig helping you out. You may have to, anyways.

  27. 11elevener11 says:

    Hey Heidi, say hi to Sarah.
    Sorry if that seems cryptic, if you don’t know what I am talking about then just keep it in mind for later.

    Anyway, great blog! I live in a very large city and sometimes it seems that I am the only one that is searching for the truth and looking at the events around us with any sense of clarity. Everybody else gets so distracted! “Ooooh, who is on American Idol tonight?!?!?” sheesh. Anyway, your blog is very encouraging because you ‘get it’.. Good job and keep it up. Do you ever get a chance to check out George Uri’s Urban Survival blog? http://www.urbansurvival.com/blog/
    He looks at economic issues a lot but with a great eye on the bigger picture. Hopefully the HTML link I put in here works.

  28. Toxic says:

    Hey thanks for signing my guestbook and browsing through my blog.
    My husband and I are vegetarian too, he actually goes vegan on me for years at a time…I just can’t do it lol.
    Glad to see you involved in the “Good Fight”, keep at it!
    Take care

  29. todd says:

    Your a very interesting girl!

  30. I love your site. Keep it up !

  31. Siobhan says:

    Come and move to the Maritimes. You would love it here!

  32. Anthony says:

    Hello Heidi,

    Was wondering if you still have the Alta 1309 part 6??
    If so, can you please forward me a copy? I’m extremely interested in knowing if there are any correlations between the ‘Webbot’ project and the Bible.

    Thanks in advance

  33. Kejn says:

    Hey, ….just happened to come across your blog by chance. I love your intro/bio. Hard to find anybody out there who thinks the same in Canada, let alone Toronto. Guess I’m not crazy after all….
    Gorgeous photo. Are you married? Handsome English (Dutch/German) bloke here (North York ) needs like minded lady to help spread the Truth with 🙂

  34. Mike says:

    Happy Canada Day! (I know you’re not QUITE Canadian, but I am, LOL). 🙂

  35. steve amor says:

    i think you need to be close to the circles in the fields,and see the strange happenings unfold before your eyes,love and light steve 3~*.

  36. maryamingty says:

    yours template same with me… 🙂

  37. Anadæ says:

    Yes, heidilore, it’s very good to have made your acquaintance via the sprawling vastness that is the information super highway this morning. Enjoy HEX Magazine. Lovely blog, this! ~ (•:-)}

  38. Dixon Cox says:

    the fact that you THINK you are, shows me that my plans are coming along just fine!

    Thank You

  39. brightgarlick says:

    Intelligent, witty and sexy. Thank god you’re here. 😉

  40. Dixon Cox says:

    Happy Grandparents Day Heidi!

  41. Mike says:

    Happy Birthday! 🙂

  42. Heidi H says:

    Hi, I stumbled upon your site while looking for information about H1N1 in Québec. I am from the Eastern Townships but now live in Belgium (where vaccination for this flu is completely different). I am happy I found your site. I completely relate to you when you write “I see what is happening in the world…it frustrates me. I wonder how we can fix things, live like we used to live, and be in harmony with nature. It is not a simple wish or desire…it needs to happen.” Bravo for getting this site up and for figuring things out. Keep us informed please. Et, pour le français “Lâche pas la patate”, malgré mon nom, c’est ma langue maternel et si j’ai pu apprendre l’anglais et le parler courrament, vous aussi pouvez le faire pour le français.
    Thanks again for the site. Be well.

  43. Dixon Cox says:

    Fetchez la vache!

    Hmm, two Heidi’s, could this lead to an eventual “Highlander” scenario? Unless I can bend these two ladies to my wishes or get them to start fighting each other, this could be the start of the unraveling of my master plan. I must somehow keep these two from joining forces!

  44. Dixon Cox says:

    Happy Friday The 13th! Let’s go camping!

  45. Charlie says:

    The New World Order plan IS starting to happen now,look out for your loved ones and yourself as they think you are expendable.

    Heidelore- love your sharp brain..

  46. Steve says:

    Here’s some food for thought. I eat meat every day and I’m the healthiest person I’ve ever met. I haven’t felt I’ll in years. All my vegeterian friends are weak and sickly. Stop kidding yourself.

    • heidilore says:

      Here is some “food for thought.” Maybe your way isn’t best for everyone. I don’t instruct you on how to live your life, this is best FOR ME. I am far from weak and sickly, and I would love for you to test that theory on me. Stop kidding yourself.

  47. hi,Heidi!!i know you from FACEBOOK before maybe 1 year!!!now i see your page and i decided to write you!!!!i can’t believe that i find you!!aaahhh,i find some pictures and….i see you!!yes,shit!!!maybe you think this!!but i just write you!!!i sent you in my YAHOO messenger!!!if you want and if you can,write me!!!maybe you’ll see who write you-one bulgarian crazy shit!!!OOOOOOOOk,nice!!bye,bye!!!

  48. Christina says:

    Good Job on this site Heidi! I am impressed by what you are presenting. Things are starting to change already.
    Keep going with your thinking.

  49. Beaver Falls says:

    u r qt

  50. It’s Rainmaking Time!

    Keep on keeping on.

    Kim Greenhouse

  51. You are one of my favorite people on Twitter. I’m honored to know you and learn from you. Keep at it, I’ve got your back sister!

  52. Lala Dupee says:

    You are a very bright person!

  53. OldGhostWhoWasInCarolina says:

    A message from some one who still cares about the well being of people of our uniqueness. Abandon the region New Madrid Fault, obtain plentiful potassium iodide asap. It pleases me that you have made many changes! I have enjoyed reading these updates old friend, Frith and brotherly love unto you and those in your company.



  54. Did you know — Earthquake Planet Uranus entered the cardinal warrior sign of Aries as the earthquake/tsunami happened.

    Uranus at 0 degrees, 0 minutes of Aries.

    The NWO refer to astrologers to time untoward events. HAARP people did this — HAARP was very active.

    I predicted this myself as an astrologer — written 4 or 5 years ago — when Pluto enters Capricorn it will bring down the biggest corporations and entities on earth — including banks.

    When Jupiter and Uranus enter Aries they will bring forth total rebellion.

    But who listens to real astrology?

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