Okay, I am somewhat back…

A lot of stuff has happened the past couple of months. I have neglected this blog, which I will rectify now.

Living in Arkansas now. It is far, far different from Canada. There are some aspects of Canada that I miss, but for the most part, considering myself an Arkansan now. I actually love it here. The funny thing is that the past couple days have been very cold. Err well, cold by Southern standards, anyway. I keep wondering how I even made it in Canada, because now I think 20 degrees is too damn cold and not sufficient for life. I do miss the food in Canada, but hilariously, there is a Canadian restaurant in Memphis called Kooky Canuck’s that is suitable and has poutine. Well, sometimes they have poutine, anyhow…when JM and I went there, there was no cheese curds!! Grr. Hopefully, when we go back to Memphis, there will be copious amounts of cheese curds for the poutine. In the meantime, I gotta try to make it myself.

Been out and about a lot since coming back to the states. Is it different from a few years ago? Yah, it is, in some ways. I appreciate Arkansas for the friendliness factor. The people here are wonderful. East coast and Quebec attitudes don’t come close to what happens here. Always did appreciate the South for that.

Got to see one of my favorite bands on December 7th, Eyehategod at the Downtown Music Club in Little Rock. Goatwhore opened up, as did a grindcore band called Phobia. Totally unimpressed with Phobia. Grindcore just does not do it for me, and I don’t think they appreciated my Burzum shirt. Go figure. Goatwhore put on an incredible show, very much into the crowd. I was very impressed with them. Eyehategod…LOUD. Very LOUD!!! It was good, think they were wasted though…lol.

I caught a pretty bad cold at that show, I am convinced. I am not entirely used to the germs down here, and I am trying to adjust accordingly.

Went up to the Quad Cities to see my parents. My father is not doing well; in fact, he looks pretty bad. I don’t know what to do from here, but we plan on going back relatively soon. JM enjoyed his time in the QC; we went to the casino, he did well, I did okay there on the slots. Had good food and a good time, other than the terrible snowstorm while we were there.

I fell in love with Hot Springs, that place is awesome 🙂

Bear with me, not completely 100%, have been so sick lately.

I have a lot to plan for right now. Going to Vegas later in the month. 😉 I am a very lucky woman, and I know it, and intend on spreading some of this gratitude.

I hope y’all are good.

PS…my photos are on my flickr account, I have a pro account now. Please check them out 🙂

http://www.flickr.com/photos/heidilore/

January Dreams

*I am going to start posting the dreams I have. I will not use last names to protect the innocent…lol. As usual, if any of these dreams resonate with you…or they mean something…please email me or leave a comment. Thank you!!*

January 3rd

Big Pat and I were in a house. There were many different levels to the house, and we were trying to get to the top level.

January 4th

I was outside and there were overturned grocery carts all over the place. Garbage was on a conveyor belt, moving from outside to inside.

January8th

I was stuck in a house. It was like it was in the X-Files. There were huge movie screens in every room and there was a very large swimming pool.

January 11th

A bunch of us were going on a road trip. We were going to a mall in Memphis, Tennessee. I went into some woman’s apartment. Her fridge and stove were missing. I was crying and drinking a glass of wine. I was in the mall, and going down the escalator. Some people were messing with me and tied me to a guardrail.

January 12th

I was a teenager. I was on a bus. We stopped somewhere to get a pizza, I think it was Harris Pizza. While waiting for the pizza to get done, I was trying to make phone calls. I could not get ahold of anybody. Someone wanted to bomb the bus. My pizza got done, but they gave it to the post office. They said if I wanted a piece of pizza, I would have to come to the post office to get it. I had to walk to order another one.

January 13th

I was scared. My father was Michael Landon and he had a gun.

January 14th

There was a man with a gun. He was trying to kill a lot of people.

January 16th

I was visiting my parents. I went down to the basement. The stairs were dilapidated, they were in bad shape. My dad was trying to fix them. There was turpentine dripping from the walls, getting on my skin. I was trying to get ready for church. I was wearing a big blue hat, like a bonnet. I started to cut my hair.

January 18th

I was with Kevin and Jenn at the mall. They did not have enough money to pay for lunch. I went to see a movie. There was a group outside the theater taking surveys to determine people’s sanity. The test said I was crazy.

January 19th

I was in an airplane. We were following the Mississippi River. Something was wrong with the river, like it had flooded and changed course.

January 20th

I was in a mall. Patrick and I were looking all over for a restaurant. We found a map with little islands on a river, there were strange bridges.

January 21st

I was in a forest. I was being chased around by strange men. I ran to a ledge and jumped.

January 26th

I was looking all over for Patrick. I could not find him. I ran into Big Pat. We were trying to work on some computers. There was a dead body in his attic, we were near the dam in Illinois City. The police came to look, but he had hidden the body very well.

January 29th

I was in the mountains, the Alps I think. I was looking down at a bunch of smaller mountains.

January 31st

I was in a basement. There were aliens all over the place. There was a group of us trying to defeat the aliens. We had to go out at night to be safe from them. They were reptilians.