For JM

For JM

 

I usually never let a man

Get a hold of me

Always keeping at arm’s length

Until you found the key

 

Having the tendency to move on

And wanting to run away

You have walked into my life

And for once I don’t know what to say

 

I am tryin my damndest

To give this man something true

My angel, my salvation

This lonely heart don’t know what to do

 

I became accustomed to keeping myself lonely

God knows I am falling further every day

You are all that is on my mind

To make this damaged heart stay.

 

HLL October 31^st, 2010

 

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When these emotions

Start to take their cynical toll

And all you can do is wonder

If you truly have a soul

 

When you have embraced the darkness

You know you can’t look back

When you’ve been down every road

Through every possible mental attack

 

Those dark and dead feelings

And you wonder if you have been given bad luck

Then you look around this world

Realization sets in-you don’t give a fuck

 

Tryin to see the beauty on this earth

Then thinkin about the past

And even when you have and feel love

You instinctively know it won’t last…

 

HLL Oct 31^st, 2010