There was an odd EQ here. Felt it, but it felt more like a truck going by…it was weird.
http://earthquakescanada.nrcan.gc.ca/recent_eq/2010/20100228.0351/index-eng.php
3.9. Guess I better go to my bunker, lol
Monthly Archives: February 2010
What a nightmare.
This is for others that consider themselves earth empaths.
Emotionally, pain-wise it has been a nightmare. There has been some release from the 8.8 earthquake, but to be honest, I feel like a hyperactive child right now. I feel we are going into a new time…this is going to become commonplace.
I weep for our lost souls, I weep for our animal life that is very in tune with this, as some of us are…it is not easy.
Trying to keep some sort of balance. Love helps.
Wow, pretty warm…
Kinda happy. It is a warm day out there, lovely and beautiful, and I got a couple of special pieces of mail from my boy. Sorry, Dixon, I know you object to the sexual harassment of being called boy, but you will have to get over it. Anyhow, I really want to thank you for being such an incredible friend. Your card with the photos of Reagan, Bush and Nixon really cheered me up LOL, not to mention your various ramblings on Chuck Norris. (To the rest of you, forget it….ha)
Anyhow, warm! Didja see what the temps are up in Nunavut, Iqaluit? Tomorrow gonna be high of -3 Celsius. That, friends, is pretty warm for our Arctic friends.
Ahhh, how I love the north, and desire to be there…sorry, Dixon, not particularly desiring the desert.
Cheer up kids, Spring is coming soon…
Anyhow, hope your Monday is going well, everyone!
Burzum!!
The new Burzum album is absolutely amazing. Nuff said. Seriously, it is blowing me away. In love.
Anger
Can one really comprehend the anger that we so rightfully have?
Why is it, when one exhibits anger, it is unhealthy? It is called negative thinking, it is not allowed to grow or be sustained…one is subjected to a myriad of judgments based on the exhibition of said anger…
I am curious, though. What is worse, instantaneously showing such anger while you are feeling it, or burying it only to allow it to eat at your very soul? Wouldn’t it be safer to find an outlet, such as writing or the like, than to allow it to fester and go totally nuts?
I think there is something wrong with a society that suppresses emotions. I think, unless we start acting on our instincts in a safe manner, events will keep boiling and seething until the point of no return.
Get angry. Yell out the window, tell us how you feel, do not hold back! I have seen so many people being eaten alive by not being allowed to feel, by not being allowed to show. Show love. Show anger. Show pain and sadness! It means you are REAL. So much in this world is painfully unreal, all for appearances. Take back what you are.
You are appreciated, regardless.
HL
February 18, 2010
Upheaval
Feel like screaming
I cannot
I am trapped within myself
Nature around me dying,
MY nature dying…
Wilted flowers
The pain from an empty room
The wretched thoughts of
An instinct unrealized…
No God watched over me
No angel came upon me
Silence…emptiness
A black mark upon my soul
As you suffer
So do I…
Meaningless in the scheme of things
Desire a mere thought
Emotion, feelings mocked
Broken, but not quite gone…
Remember, remember
It will save the day
It will grow again!
HL
February 18, 2010
Lest We Forget
I look upon this landscape
With glances of simultaneous
Horror and revulsion…
The painful reality
Of a lost time
Starts to seep in…
My people that once
Roamed on this land
Sacrificed, for what…
A new aching
A new longing
For something that will never be…
Lost amongst your skyscrapers
Your towers of metal
Concrete all around…
You have lost your senses
By default, I lose mine
No longer sure of my path…
Where do I go to find safety?
Where do I find solace?
I must be easily replaceable…
You look into my eyes.
Ignore, scoff and pretend
I am not here…
I do exist
I do know you are here
Please do not ignore me…
For I am your
Past, present and future
And I will not let you forget.
-HL February 15th, 2010-
For Sunday…
What can I say, I feel a bit on the off side today. Something doesnt feel right…feels way off. Energy is strange. Possibly due to New Moon, not sure. Feeling it, though.
I think the monsters are trying their best today to invoke their powers. Guess I have to do the same to counteract it.
HL
Quotes from the Havamal
Some nice stuff for your Valentine’s Day!
Always rise
to an early meal,
but eat your fill before a feast.
If you’re hungry
you have no time
to talk at the table.
Never walk
away from home
ahead of your axe and sword.
You can’t feel a battle
in your bones
or foresee a fight.
The unwise man
is awake all night
worries over and again.
When morning rises
he is restless still,
his burden as before.
Be your friend’s
true friend.
Return gift for gift.
Repay laughter
with laughter again
but betrayal with treachery.
Happy Valentines Day
For what it is worth, happy love day to all you lovers out there…:D
37 days til SPRING!! lol
