As if things are empty? When people attempt to converse with me, I feel lost. As if I should not be conversing with them. As if I am some sort of fraud or something…
I feel like I am walking through a think fog in the middle of the forest. As if this is not my home…so I wonder. What is home? Why do I feel so lost? Why is it that people try to draw me in, I cannot understand why they try?
I don’t know, the past week has been horrible. It is as if I feel something going on in another realm. I cannot articulate this properly, so it manifests as depression.
I just want to crawl into a little ball and disappear within myself.
I don’t know that I will ever change…I do not belong here. Period.